I cried a lot last night. I fell asleep exhausted, thinking over a lot of things. I thought I wouldn't cry lately but then, what else can one do when one is prevented from doing anything else. How life can seem so cold lately.
I hate it and I hate this but I'm sorry because I can't forgive you for having forgotten my birthday. It's partly you but it's a lot of me. I love you so much. It hurts so much. It's important to me. It's so important that I cannot let it go. It can't feel unimportant to the person I love again. I can't. It hurts too much. So sorry but I can't.
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