Drinking Milk Tea

You were the one I thought of when I was having the most difficult time. When I couldn’t say anything to anyone, but had to keep it to myself. When I felt like I was going to die, because it was so hard for me, I wanted to tell you. I had to tell you. You disappeared. The one person, who I came to trust the most in the world, suddenly disappeared. I love you, you bastard. That’s why even if you have to hurt me in the future, just tell me that you’re sorry. I’ll never be able to find another man who loves me. The pain you’ve caused me is so great, that the remaining scar will be so ugly, that no one is ever going to be able to love me. That’s why… That’s why I want you to tell me that you’re sorry. Then I’ll be able to live again, when you do. If it hurts, I’m going to be hurt anyway, don’t say that everything as fake, okay? Say you’re sorry, tell me you’re sorry.

Even if it’s only sincerity at the moment… Sincerity is sincerity.

When you let go of the past, that’s when your future begins.

Te encuentro despierto me dices lo siento con una lágrima derramas.   Me abrazas, me hielo me pides un beso y yo me quedo sin respirar.   Solo espera un momento solo dime no es cierto.   Solo quédate en silencio cinco minutos acariciame un momento, ven junto a mi te daré el último beso, el mas profundo guardaré mis sentimientos y me iré lejos de ti.   Tengo tanto miedo y es que no comprendo que fue lo que yo he hecho mal.   Me abrazas, me hielo me pides un beso y yo me quedo sin respirar.   Solo espera un momento solo dime no es cierto.   Solo quédate en silencio cinco minutos cariciame un momento, ven junto a mi te daré el último beso, el mas prefundo guardaré mis sentimientos y me iré lejos de ti.   Dame tu mano, devulveme el aire di que me amas que no eres culpable por lo menos un momento dime que esto no es cierto.   Solo quédate en silencio acariciame un momento te dare el último beso guardaré mis

If you love that person unconditionally, then you come to possess the right to love them.

These days, I'm trying to pray as much as possible. It makes me feel a little better. Thank goodness for the faith and belief that have been instilled with me. God has never failed me. I've been thinking over the past few days and I've realized a few hard truths. He doesn't care about baby now. Or at least he's caring less. Less and less. He's changed his Facebook name so it can't be matched. He's untagged himself from the pictures with baby. He's trying to look as single as possible to the world and denying everything else connected to his marriage and fatherhood to the point that he's ignoring baby's posts now. That's sad. I shouldn't care. If he doesn't care, then it's his loss. My baby is the sweetest, best baby in the world. I'm a really sweet girl as long as I'm happy. If he wants the shallow worldly wants to fill his life, it's his call to make. As far as I know, those things don't keep

I still remember the look on your face Lit through the darkness at 1:58 The words that you whispered For just us to know You told me you loved me So why did you go away? Away   I do recall now the smell of the rain Fresh on the pavement I ran off the plane That July 9th The beat of your heart It jumps through your shirt I can still feel your arms   But now I'll go sit on the floor Wearing your clothes All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss I never thought we'd have a last kiss Never imagined we'd end like this Your name, forever the name on my lips   I do remember the swing of your step The life of the party, you're showing off again And I roll my eyes and then You pull me in I'm not much for dancing But for you I did   Because I love your handshake, meeting my father I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying so

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you Why'd you turn away? Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there, Waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare That's when I decided   Why should I care Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone   Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place When you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me, You used to hug me But that wasn't the case Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there Waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare That's when I decided     Crying out loud I'm crying out loud Crying out loud I'm crying out loud   Open your eyes Open up wide Why should I care Because y