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Eating lipstick

I don’t like lip gloss. Lip balm is great and lipstick, a necessary color addition but lip gloss is gross. Or maybe because I don’t buy high-end lip gloss so I wouldn’t know how lip gloss is supposed to feel. Whatever! I don’t care. Too much lip gloss is bad bad bad!!! And why buy high-end lipgloss anyway? It makes your lips shiny and eating greasy food makes your lips shiny too.

 

I love Maybelline lipsticks. I’ve been using Maybelline lipsticks since forever. Maybe because it’s the cheapest L’Oreal brand around. Or maybe because I just love the hydration. The thing is, I keep forgetting the darn things and/or finishing them off within a month. I end up giving them away to family and then find myself with none.

 

And today, my burning question is... Where the heck is my new lippie!?! I know I wore it yesterday and was using and reusing it yesterday but I seem to have forgotten it at home again. Ugh!!!

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