I want to be stronger than I am now. I've always felt that I was weak before. I have no idea how I've been able to get past all of my limits for the past years, the past months. There were so many times that it felt too much, that I feel like I've lost a lot, but then, days come when feelings fade and I step up once again. Something happens or someone becomes something more.
But then, this new situation confuses me on how to handle it. As I have always been weak in this. I do not know how to handle this. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do. I don't know how hard to push or if I should simply keep quiet. As much as I'd like to be selfish and cry with all my might for another loss that might or might not come, I cannot, for this is not about me. This is about someone else right now.
Bro, be strong and please please please tell me when it's hard and you'd like to cry. I promise to listen as always.