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I want to say I’m ok without having to lie but I’m not. I’m worried about a lot of things right now they clog my brain. It must be why I didn’t sleep today.

I should settle this life I’m living. I should find closure for all these worries. I should stop wanting more than what I already have. I should be done. However, what should be done has never been what I truly do.

Smile and bear it. Ignore the bad thoughts. Just smile and bear it.

 

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Anonymous said…
Focus on the good thoughts. :)
May 10, 2010 at 3:13 AM
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