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I am not heartless

I'm not. I am completely selfish but I am not heartless.

I do the things I want to. I avoid the ones I don't. It's a life worth living, I think, to do that.

I have my regrets. A whole load of them. Some things cannot be changed, though. So why linger on the regret when there is so much more of life to lead? One can linger or one can learn. Or if there are things wrong that are repeated day in and out, a certain point comes when one learns that the universe will not always accept it.

I have a question about my life. on that fateful night, when I read that stupid chat message, what would have happened to my life now if I did not bother to reply?

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