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Stars

During the period when we didn't meet
I changed more into an adult
In this way, I gaze up with you once again
Into the same starry sky Into the same starry sky

That time when we passed each other by
That surely was a test by fate
After we were separated, only then did I realize what was important to me

Just like the stars that shine brightly in the sky
I want to let our love shine once again
I won’t make you cry anymore; I don’t want to make you cry
I can feel I can feel
Your warmth, ever so strongly

Right now I’m searching within my heart
For something that I can do for you
Because right now, this moment with you
Is something that is very precious to me

Just like the stars that shine brightly in the sky
I want make our future together to shine just as brightly
I won’t let you go anymore; I don’t ever want to let you go
I don’t need anything else but you I don't need anything else but you

Just like the stars that shine brightly in the sky
I want to shine within your heart
I promise you
That I’ll stay by your side like this forever
And we'll look up together at the same stars

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