Why is it that I know in my heart of hearts that I love him? What then is true love? For if I love him and he does not love me back and we have lost so much already and there really is nothing else between us, why does my heart ache this way?
I want to say I’m ok without having to lie but I’m not. I’m worried about a lot of things right now they clog my brain. It must be why I didn’t sleep today. I should settle this life I’m living. I should find closure for all these worries. I should stop wanting more than what I already have. I should be done. However, what should be done has never been what I truly do. Smile and bear it. Ignore the bad thoughts. Just smile and bear it.
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