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Bakit ko siya mahal kahit di niya ako mahal?

Bakit ko siya gusto kahit ayaw na niya sa akin?

Bakit ako di ako makagalaw sa kung nasaan ako samantalang matagal na niya akong iniwan dito?

Bakit ako naghintay ng ganun katagal kung wala naman pala akong hinihintay?

Napatawad ko na ba siya o niloloko ko na naman ang sarili ko?

Ano ba ang kasiyahan ko?

Ano nga ba ang gusto ko?

Hindi puwedeng bumalik sa nakaraan.

Hindi puwedeng bawiin ang lahat ng ginawang kasalanan.

Kailangan ang hinaharap na lang ang matira.

Pero sa totoo lang, wala akong makita.

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