Sometimes, in life, time passes by and we convince ourselves that we are ok, that everything is just fine, even if it’s not. We let time make the memories fade and we make ourselves believe that the memories take the feelings away. But logic and emotions occupy two different sides of the brain and so, though we forget, our heart still keeps a beat in remembrance of the past that logically, should have faded away.
I want to say I’m ok without having to lie but I’m not. I’m worried about a lot of things right now they clog my brain. It must be why I didn’t sleep today. I should settle this life I’m living. I should find closure for all these worries. I should stop wanting more than what I already have. I should be done. However, what should be done has never been what I truly do. Smile and bear it. Ignore the bad thoughts. Just smile and bear it.
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