Drinking Milk Tea

Youth must be clumsy and crude, and love must be innocent and old-fashioned.

Loving someone doesn’t always mean sharing happiness. But the choice is up to each individual.

Today I think back about UST. Did we ever go there together? I can’t remember. If we did, why did we go?   I had a good memory at that place. I also had a bad one. I just don’t remember if they were one and the same. I don’t remember if it was you or Dan.   I remember the bad memory clearly. It wasn’t you, though, of that I’m sure. But the good memory, I’m not very sure. I want to know if it was you. I want to be sure if it was you. I’m trying to store my good memories,  you see, for one day when little baby asks about you. I want to tell stories about the good times. But no lies. So was it you?

You were the one I thought of when I was having the most difficult time. When I couldn’t say anything to anyone, but had to keep it to myself. When I felt like I was going to die, because it was so hard for me, I wanted to tell you. I had to tell you. You disappeared. The one person, who I came to trust the most in the world, suddenly disappeared. I love you, you bastard. That’s why even if you have to hurt me in the future, just tell me that you’re sorry. I’ll never be able to find another man who loves me. The pain you’ve caused me is so great, that the remaining scar will be so ugly, that no one is ever going to be able to love me. That’s why… That’s why I want you to tell me that you’re sorry. Then I’ll be able to live again, when you do. If it hurts, I’m going to be hurt anyway, don’t say that everything as fake, okay? Say you’re sorry, tell me you’re sorry.

Even if it’s only sincerity at the moment… Sincerity is sincerity.

When you let go of the past, that’s when your future begins.

Te encuentro despierto me dices lo siento con una lágrima derramas.   Me abrazas, me hielo me pides un beso y yo me quedo sin respirar.   Solo espera un momento solo dime no es cierto.   Solo quédate en silencio cinco minutos acariciame un momento, ven junto a mi te daré el último beso, el mas profundo guardaré mis sentimientos y me iré lejos de ti.   Tengo tanto miedo y es que no comprendo que fue lo que yo he hecho mal.   Me abrazas, me hielo me pides un beso y yo me quedo sin respirar.   Solo espera un momento solo dime no es cierto.   Solo quédate en silencio cinco minutos cariciame un momento, ven junto a mi te daré el último beso, el mas prefundo guardaré mis sentimientos y me iré lejos de ti.   Dame tu mano, devulveme el aire di que me amas que no eres culpable por lo menos un momento dime que esto no es cierto.   Solo quédate en silencio acariciame un mome...