It’s been a week and I am ready to accept what has happened and move on with my life as it is. I may be sad but there is no changing what has been done. There is no life in staying in a mindset where I am unhappy. There is so much more to life than being weak and ineffective and there is so much promise in moving on.
I want to say I’m ok without having to lie but I’m not. I’m worried about a lot of things right now they clog my brain. It must be why I didn’t sleep today. I should settle this life I’m living. I should find closure for all these worries. I should stop wanting more than what I already have. I should be done. However, what should be done has never been what I truly do. Smile and bear it. Ignore the bad thoughts. Just smile and bear it.
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