In my dreams, there are no other people. Just me floating over an abyss, suspended by time. I'm not really floating. I'm falling. But time has stopped for me. It's not that I can save myself. It's just that I have this consciousness that I am falling and that it's that space in time that all realizations come to me. I am falling and yet, I don't really care.
I want to say I’m ok without having to lie but I’m not. I’m worried about a lot of things right now they clog my brain. It must be why I didn’t sleep today. I should settle this life I’m living. I should find closure for all these worries. I should stop wanting more than what I already have. I should be done. However, what should be done has never been what I truly do. Smile and bear it. Ignore the bad thoughts. Just smile and bear it.
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