Do you have to have a grand reason to live? Even if I don’t have a
reason to live, I live because my eyes open in the morning. Because I
still breathe. Why? If a person doesn’t have a reason to live, does that
mean he can’t? If living like this is embarrassing, then I’m embarrassed right now. But you know, because I’m still alive, I want to continue living.
I want to say I’m ok without having to lie but I’m not. I’m worried about a lot of things right now they clog my brain. It must be why I didn’t sleep today. I should settle this life I’m living. I should find closure for all these worries. I should stop wanting more than what I already have. I should be done. However, what should be done has never been what I truly do. Smile and bear it. Ignore the bad thoughts. Just smile and bear it.
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