Drinking Milk Tea

会えない　時間が僕を 少し大人に変えてくれた こうして　君と　今まだ 同じ星空眺めている きっとあの時のすれ違い 試されてたのさ　運命に 離ればなれになって　何が大事か気づいたんだ キラキラ光　あの星のように もう一度愛を　輝かせたくて もう泣かさない　泣かしたくない 君の温もり 強く　強く　感じてるよ 今君のために出来る事 僕は胸の中探してる 君といる　この瞬間を とても大事に想うから キラキラ光　あの星のように 二人の明日　輝やせたくて もう放さない　放したくない 君の他にはもう何もいらないから キラキラ光　あの星のように 君の心で輝きたいから 僕は誓うよ　 このまま隣に　ずっといる事 同じ星　二人で見つめて

During the period when we didn't meet I changed more into an adult In this way, I gaze up with you once again Into the same starry sky Into the same starry sky That time when we passed each other by That surely was a test by fate After we were separated, only then did I realize what was important to me Just like the stars that shine brightly in the sky I want to let our love shine once again I won’t make you cry anymore; I don’t want to make you cry I can feel I can feel Your warmth, ever so strongly Right now I’m searching within my heart For something that I can do for you Because right now, this moment with you Is something that is very precious to me Just like the stars that shine brightly in the sky I want make our future together to shine just as brightly I won’t let you go anymore; I don’t ever want to let you go I don’t need anything else but you I don't need anything else but you Just like the stars that shine brightly in the sky I want to shine within your heart I pro...

Ahhh... Does he care? I'm so sleepy.

I'm overwhelmed and yet I'm not over the things that I have done. Oh well... Dan is a little too busy and a little too uninterested today. I wonder just what all that is about. I hope he's taking care of himself.

Dan came home for a month. That was... It was fun and I laughed so much and I cried so much and we went out and we slept and we did so many many things... And yet it was a month and now I'm so sad it hurts even just to swallow... I don't want to sleep. I don't want to eat. I don't want to do anything else but cry. I miss him so much that I keep thinking, once again, that dying just might be easier than this waiting... I'm being stupid again... Yes, again... Just how many times do I do this to myself? I wallow in the pain of him leaving me, of me leaving him, of separating... and now, even to the extent that I know that it is merely temporary, I wallow in the pain of it... And twist the blunt knife. Why can't I wallow in the happiness yet savor the pain so much? I better go to sleep. I have 2 hours before I have to wake up. Can I not wake up until he comes back? Gadz!!! That's so stupid. The problem with me is that when it comes to Dan, he becomes my everyth...