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I am not a toy. I am not a picture. I am not a video. I am human and I cannot take it anymore. I am in love. I live to live for him. I live to love him. But my love doesn't reach him anymore. I guess I am worthless after all.
I had a very crappy day and I've ended with a very crappy headache. I hate my life. I miss Dan but then I've found out he's changed his password. Why did he change his password? Why?
I keep having weird dreams lately. Is it because I'm sleeping for more than 8 hours now? Ahhh... And after a few hours, I forget what they are about already. I miss Dan.

Stars

会えない 時間が僕を 少し大人に変えてくれた こうして 君と 今まだ 同じ星空眺めている きっとあの時のすれ違い 試されてたのさ 運命に 離ればなれになって 何が大事か気づいたんだ キラキラ光 あの星のように もう一度愛を 輝かせたくて もう泣かさない 泣かしたくない 君の温もり 強く 強く 感じてるよ 今君のために出来る事 僕は胸の中探してる 君といる この瞬間を とても大事に想うから キラキラ光 あの星のように 二人の明日 輝やせたくて もう放さない 放したくない 君の他にはもう何もいらないから キラキラ光 あの星のように 君の心で輝きたいから 僕は誓うよ  このまま隣に ずっといる事 同じ星 二人で見つめて

Stars

During the period when we didn't meet I changed more into an adult In this way, I gaze up with you once again Into the same starry sky Into the same starry sky That time when we passed each other by That surely was a test by fate After we were separated, only then did I realize what was important to me Just like the stars that shine brightly in the sky I want to let our love shine once again I won’t make you cry anymore; I don’t want to make you cry I can feel I can feel Your warmth, ever so strongly Right now I’m searching within my heart For something that I can do for you Because right now, this moment with you Is something that is very precious to me Just like the stars that shine brightly in the sky I want make our future together to shine just as brightly I won’t let you go anymore; I don’t ever want to let you go I don’t need anything else but you I don't need anything else but you Just like the stars that shine brightly in the sky I want to shine within your heart I pro...